House M.D. Wall
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
In favourite lab don't know doing what crap while waiting for my so-called "friends". Said they wanted to print some things then they will accompany me eat lunch. But you see. Time is already ten minutes to 2pm and they are still crapping around with Lioness's "new" laptop. What the fuck are they doing sia?! Making me angry everytime I look at their faces. Neither Pretty nor Yen Ting's fault. They are only the extras there.
Nowadays I really feel so much apart from them. I am, however, getting closer to Yan Chen and Pretty. Maybe because she is more open to me now and I am starting to fel comfortable talking to her without feeling shy or whatever. Then he keeps calling me telling everybit about what goes on in his life. Not every bit. I was just exagerating. I am feling quite frustrated, sleepy, tired, hungry, moody and all. Have a rough idea why. But I don't know why I am so angry at my "friends". They are me "friends".
Wanted to check my dictionary on the definition of friends but it doesn't really matter. It will hurt me even more. I can't belive myself. They can't be the only friends that I have? It can't be true? Can it? Other than Chicken of course. But how can it be? No....!
I am so lonely in this world. Sure I can rely on my friends about school and stuff and I rely on Chicken for... I don't rely on her. Just realised that. She rely on me. To keep her secrets private and all. I rely on my dearest cousin (not being biased I hope) to pour out all my heart and soul. I treat her more like a dear friend than a cousin. Maybe cousins do that. I have no idea.
Can you hear that? I try to ignore it but I can't. And it makes me really frustrated not to be part of it. Most of their jokes nowadays does not involve me. Not at all. I also realise they like to shut me out of their conversations. They speak chinese all the time. Even now they want to go out never tell me.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 1:49 PM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Today ain't that bad as I thought it would be. Went to school quite early to make sure I wasn't late for a very important lab test. In the end it was Chun Hui that was late. Now I don't want to call her Chin Chao already as I feel very guilty these few days. The whole lot of us didn't treat her very well nowadays. We could not tolerate her lateness all the time and took a few measures. Unfortunately, it upsets her more than I expected. So I try to be nicer to her now before it's too late.
Hate him. I mean not literally hate him. I mean as in hate him. As in don't like the way he does things. Hate the way he reacts to situations. Sometimes I even hate myself for being just like him. Like they say, like father like daughter. Actually its like mother like daughter but my mum is great. She is such an incredible woman. She used to be my idol. My mentor you know. Now, things changed. I am becoming very ignorant, naive, more selfish than ever. I guess its my development you know. Teenangers. I hate being one. I can't stop what I love to do, but sometimes it just hurts to know that what I love doing is something that hurts my mum's feelings. Can't tell you exactly what. It's too personal.
Anyway, after the test Chun Hui, Lioness, Sexy Legs and I went to take bus number 8 to stop somewhere, I forgot. Then we took another bus to another somewhere, I forgot also. Then Lioness went off to meet her friend as what I have read in her blog. Then we met up with Chun Hui's gang of church friends and Ah Pek. The food there was rather expensive but it was incredibly nice. I ate till the very last bite of the two piece chicken cut into halves. It was crispy and the soup had just the right amount of flavour. Of course. Chun Hui was the last to finish her meal.
Then Ah Pek had to take his car there as the rest of us took bus. Quite a long journey though. Fortunately, we had a lot to joke and talk about in the bus. If not I think I would have fallen sleep. Reached there and the 1st girl that spoke to us tried introducing a very tough and challenging game. Ah Pek was very nice and encouraging saying she did a good try or whatsoever. We played a game similar to heart attack. Ah Pek changed the rules a bit so in the end we were really playing heart attack. Then we played this strategy game where we had to play in pairs. I paired up with Sexy Legs of course. Chun Hui paired with the girl sitting to my right. I keep forgeting their names. Only remember, wait, shitty hell I forgot all thier names.
Anyway, not like it matters, but it does actually. They remember my name. It wouldn't be fair if they know my name very well and I don't know any of theirs. So not fair. What if I want to call them one day? What do I call them? Chun Hui needs to be there to guide me then. Its her friends anyway. I wouldn't go out with complete strangers without anyone there that I know. What am I babbling about? Let's get on with the story.
The game was about placing crystal shapes onto the board with touching your own colour crystal and be one crystal away from your own. It's hard explaining through words. If you want to find out more, we can always get together and go there sometimes. Play games and have fun. You only need to pay a maximum of $10.50 per person. I didn't have to pay at all. Ah Pek paid for me. Whoahaha! So happy. Get to have fun for free! Should do that mroe often. Get Ah Pek bankrupt. Whoahaha! Evil me.
Last but not least, we played another board game similar to monopoly. It was fun at first. Had to take in a lot of explainations. Had to play first then I knew exactly what the game is all about and how to win. Ah Pek was good. He knew exactly when and when not to bid his money on. Think it's because he's already an adult and he knows more than the rest of us do on handling money. He's an expert at these kind of things. Of course, he won the game. Didn't win none of the games we played. But I had fun. Had alot of fun. A lot a lot.
Planned to play games today but the computer was making a lot of problems. It seems as if the speaker doesn't work either. Tried checking the connections but all seems ok. Wonder why? Virus? Hope not. I need a laptop. Really need it by the end of this year. Its important for my future assignments. It would be better for me and Ain too. Don't have to always fight over the computer.
Waking up late tomorrow. Going out from 1 till around 5.30 with Pops. Then going to Ain's band concert at night. Will be very tired on Monday. Ain's here annoying me. What the freak is she up to? Doesn't matter. Annoying bratt. Should give her that nickname. From now on will call her the Annoying Bratt. Now she irritates Rawiyah. Poor her. Very sensative girl she is. Cannot be bullied. But she can be mean sometimes too. Holly shit! I know why Annoying Bratt is so hyper, she ate. Anything she eats especially at night, the energy will go to her mouth. She's a wierdo I know.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 9:42 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Just did my dcnk self-revision notes. Day 3 but only at the third page for Layer 2. Feel sleepy and tired to think. Only wan tto watch tv, listen to music and play games. Sexy Legs having a big problem. I have never seen her like that. She needs help. I am not that much of a help. I can only give advise on what I feel should be and not be done. Try comfort her until this problem is resolved. How to resolve it? No idea. She could go to the police and make a complaint. She can also go to Jenny or even the headmistress of IT school to complain. Either way, I have a very, very bad feeling it will turn out messy. Hope it will be resolved soon, before someone takes matters into his / her own hands and do something stupid. I don't know. SOS.
Anyway, not my problem. Eventhough my friend's involved but I cannot butt in too much. Or it will be my problem too. Try to stay as far away as possible while still knowing what's going on so can help.
Later playing more games and not doing fmdb. It's stupid that subject. It has nice male lecturer but it sucks big time.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 9:34 PM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Cannot go into Sexy Legs blog. "So sad", says P.p. Beside me keep stepping on my lovely shoe. Actually not mine. My mum's. I wore it because I want to show off my lovely legs. "bleh...that's disgusting", says her again. "now very boring...nothing to do...fndb suck...", says she. Chin Chao & Penguin playing some stupid game. Don't know what game they play. Guess too sian already doing stupid fndb assignment.
Banana went crazy had to go IMH. You know, the mental hospital. "yesterday papaya,penguin,sexy legs went crazy too...went IMH too...left only me and chin chao who are still normal haven't go...wahahahahahaha...is this call spaming......hahahahaha........", says she again. She also sian already. Oh they won't be normal anymore anytime soon. You'll see. You'll see.
Hey stop spamming lerr. Crazy fellow. See lah. Even my spelling gone down the drain. At least I still can talk like ancient American slang. Yeah! Hanistar doing work in front. "she should be chatting with her boyfriend lor...lol...", says she again and again. First time using lol eh? I don't know what to say to that.
Very fat. That's what I heard. How to? I think I'm hearing things. Crazy people talking to me. Help. Whey! They bully me. They send stupid msn messages to a girl i recently added. She's only nine. Poor her. Kena bully by my crazy friends. "because the 2 of us haven't been sent 2 IMH,so crazy lah.Papaya like the girl lor,still muack the girl.Is she a les?hmmmm......let's guess...". Hey! She can't stop spamming my blog.
" tin i'm gonna call de police... i stomach veri pain.. laugh till wanna burst liao..", said by C.h (you know who ar). She's here cannot say if not she beat me. I say I say...She is ...............Chin chow
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 4:45 PM
In room downstairs. It's 10.36pm according to the clock here. Rawiyah is taking her medicine. She had another asthma attack. It goes on over, and over, and over again. I wish for it to stop. Why can't it stop? Why? It's a tragic life for her. She's innocent. Very innocent. If it hadn't been for tt stupid crappy man who gave birth to us, she wouldn't be suffering like this. Her life would be easier. Much more peaceful and she would be happy and healthy and wealthy. She deserves it. Anyone like her does. but do they get it? No! Stupid ass*^#" **#^~"*.
Sorry. I'm just quite angry with him. In the past, he did many unforgivable doings to someone whom I love so dearly. He didn't murder anyone thats for sure. He did a much terrible thing. Yes. More worse than murder. He created holes. Huge holes. 4 of them at the same time. I don't know if those holes have healed but I certainly know that mine did not. It never will. Easy to ignore, but can never forget.
What the hell am I talking about you say? Well, sorry but I can never tall you. Not even my best and closest friend whom I have known for 4 years knows. Not even my step-father knows. And thank goodness Rawiyah doesn't know. It happened way before she was even born. but the memory, the scene is still very, very clear in my mind. It just saddens me to think about it once again. Thankfully, I never wrote anything about it in my diaries. Never want anyone to know. Never.
Anyway, what crap am I babbling about? Today I teased Lioness a lot. Alot alot. I even frightened her outside the lt while she was on her way back from the ladies. She took so long in there. She was in red light district. Maybe that was what she was doing. Or was it? De-de-de-den! Haha. I am so full of crap today.
Everyone was quite tired today. Everyone but me. Even Penguin didn't talk as much as we expected her to. Don't feel bad Peng-peng, I'm actually giving you a compliment. So I had to disturb them. Make the room more lively. It was dead. Oh yea it was. I keep waking Yan Chen up from his sleep & kept telling jokes about Lioness to Penguin. Even joked about Chin Chao when discussing with her about the Zoo outing. I mean, come on people! Live it up a little!
I drifting away from Chicken & Cow-cow, "Moo...". I wonder why...
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 10:29 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Very tired. Promise to improve on my english. So from now on, I will write properly with as little short forms as possible. My eyes are aching. Everytime I stare at the computer screen I will have to twitch my eyes. It seems as if the screen gives too bright light. Maybe its because it is quite dark here. I'm right at the back of my favourite lab. The lights on top of me are switched off whereas the rest of the lights are on. At least they are. If not, it would be like yesterday. Everyone in the lab types in darkness. It's quite fun but after a while your eyes will hurt from seeing the bright light from only one direction which is the computer screen.
The reason I'm very tired is because I slept after 2am yesterday. I had a performance today, and two days ago before yesterday, I had Percussion Samba. On Monday we practiced until around ten plus and on Tuesday we practiced until around nine. I had 2 assignments to complete by the end of the week. I will also be performing tomorrow around the same time. This means I must wake up quite early and be in school by 10am. Then have our final practice and have fun on stage.
I am so tired of staring at the computer screen while typing. I need to rest my eyes. I can sleep now but I might not be able to wake up later. I slept too late yesterday until I made 2 major mistakes today. First of all, I woke up to think it was already nine and I was late for class. I literally jumped out of bed and told Mak that i overslept and was late for school. She even told me to hurry up and never inform me that it was only 8. I message Lioness telling her I will not be able to make it for lesson. After a while, I looked back at the clock and noticed that the short hand was nowhere near the number 9. So I took my time bathing. I message back to Lioness saying I was wrong about the time and told her the reason was because I slept late the night before.
Went to school on the 7th floor. Went to 3-7-45 but saw that the teacher was different. So were the students. I felt so embarrassed. Luckily, no one noticed me. Then I saw Joshua going to the next lab. I followed him & sat beside Sexy-Hotty Legs. She stared at me wondering why I came. I told her, "Later I have Sambe performance from 10 to 3". That was when I relised something. Looked into my school time-table and, "Oh, shit!". I was in fact, in the wrong class at the wrong time. I was really embarrassed so did not tell Amelia. I even lied to Prasana saying that I missed yesterday's tutorial class & I came to make it up on my own. What a bad girl. I had all the answers there and even worse, had to lie to my good friend because I was too damn proud to admit I was in the wrong class. I mean, how hard can it be? Just tell the truth & nothing bad will happen. Damn it. I lied to her bout doing my own tutorial this time as she pointed to my answers on my paper. Damn. So damned.
Now that I missed two cmaths1 tutorials, I have a really bad feeling I'm going to get a second warning letter pretty soon next month if not this month. 1st time I missed it was because Chin Chao had my book, came late, I didn't want to go for tutorials without at least the tutorial questions. That day was the second time, too proud too admit my mistakes. Damn it.
I hate my hair. I'm beginning to really hate my hair. The 1st few times I went to school with short hair was okay except maybe the 1st day, Monday. After a while I got used to it and I learnt to love it. Now I hate it. Why? It's very messy, untidy, and will not go to the style I want it to be nomatter how much wax or gel I put on. I hate my hair. It sucks. I really don't dare going out with friends with this hair. Not with Mak. I am comfortable with Mak whatever I wear, whatever I do, wherever I go with her. I don't know why. Maybe because she is my mother? Have no idea. I need to buy a cap as soon as possible. The sooner the better. However, the cap needs to be blue or black or brown. it needs to suit me whatever I'm wearing in whatever occassion. Once I have it, I will wear it to school everyday of every hour of every minute of my life, until all my hair falls off. Haha. Just kidding. Just until I find my hair long enough to style neatly or tie back.
Yea that's the way. Ahuh, ahuh. I like it. Ahuh, ahuh. Stop! Are you ready? Let's go. Let's get it started, hot! Let's get it started in here! Let's get it started, hot! Let's get it started in here! Whowoohoo! Ahuh. Whowoohoo! In here. Whowoohoo! Ahuh. Whowoohoo! In here. Aow, aow, aow. Ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya ya. In runnin'. In runnin' runnin'. In runnin' runnin'.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 1:54 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
yest i kena smash down sia...was in fav lab wif chin chao, pea pea & peng...pea pea share seat wif me on my left...chin chao sitting on her own chair on the right...pea pea medle wif my photos & i showed chin chao's photos...she din wan us see 2 long but pea pea wan see long long...dey fight over mouse & keyboard...guess wat? i was caught in de middle...kesian i...kena hentak sini sana...its not a while u noe...aft i tot dey finish pulling n pushing me, dey cont...i was like wth...i tried getting away but i...haiz...stuck mann...no way out...at last aft 15 mins or so...so long dey fight sia...really pity myself...poor me...dey stop wen i fell down...grrr...fell down coz i wan escape but dey block my way so fell of chair...so embarrassing...hmph! all eir fault larr...
last night relly weird dream sia...i dream bout peng, pea pea & me going out shopping...den suddenly a big guy went out fm nowhere...he hug hug pea pea...guess wat? pea pea got bf! yeap...in my dream her bf join us go shopping...i wonder wat tt meant...will she hv bf soon? will her bf in future be a big macho guy? well, we will see...we will see...
oso, i receive a strange letter out fm nowhere...i read... its fm a guy i once knew...he asking me 2 be his gf...but inside de letter got ring...oh my! he asking me to be his wife izzit? i wasnt sure...so i went to tis shop & saw him dr...lol...hes my classmate...chinese guy...we tok den i dunno wat happen...de rest was a blurr...cant tell u which classmate coz its relly embarrassing...my classmate...omg...cant belive it...noooooooo...
wat does tis mean? lets see...in de dream, onli pea pea & me got bf...usually in real life its de opposite...so onli peng got bf...duh! we all noe tt...oso pea pea bf big & macho...suits her...loiness together wif big bear...haha...me wif chinese classmate who wrote me a proposal letter...hmm...
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 3:38 PM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
alls well tt ends well...wrote tt in personal message on msn today...reminds me...ahem, ahem, ahem...let me clear my throat 1st...ahem, ahem, ahem..."Do you want to come to my house today?"...muz speak wif perfect slang den can get de joke...tomolo promise i tell joanna...i mean peng-guin...i rather call her peng though...lol.
nvr told any1 full story bout tis morn...actually ar...chinchao msg me saying she almost reach 3rd bus stop den say maybe we can meet @ de lift dr...but i was stupid enuf (yaya papaya wat, no brain, lol) to wait at lift at concourse dr...waited for like 15 mins...walau...so stupid...den went up slowly & was shocked wen saw paper at door...tot rm empty so i was stuck dr 4 like 1 min...then try open door...den again got shock wen see no1 sitting but posing for pic...den tt idiotic brian say tis & tt...
day ended weird...went cheers to buy pockey...pea-pea join me & peng 4 psycho lec...she slept like a baby in de lec theatre...haha...peng wan take revenge while she sleep so i suggest she use highlighter highlight her whole arm...but we din dare...scared she cry like baby dr too...haha...
aft de lec went it sch building buy 2 sandwich at $2 each fm new sandwich vending machine...went toilet make totally 100% natural apple juice followed by peng...came out buy & eat sandwich & discuss bout tomolo & sat...going sch sat 2 finish oopg assignment tt i hvnt even read de qn...sad case...peng accidentally sae "private part"...dey sae hair i sae "private hair"...dirty rite dey all...ish ish...dis kinda frenz i hv...ish ish...
pea-pea went toilet we tag along...made many crazy jokes inside...see larr...toilet oso can make joke lauf lauf till face all red & stomach pain...peng oledi heart pain...ltr her heart all off den u noe...go hospital sew heart back in...become sew-peng-guin...hey nice name...haha...
den go round sch buildings avoiding typhoon...at one part no shelter use my umbrella...i kind heart gv em use my umbrella see wat dey do? leave me kena de typhoon...at de end im de 1 wet all over...wth...see wat kinda frenz i hv...haiz...sad case...
tts not de end...going to de bus stop we keep teasing each other...esp tt lioness gal, coz her hair make her look like lion...bully me...sob, sob...i kena bully many times todae by her lor...rmb during cmsk3 esp...call me papaya...all chin chao's fault...she started it...i onli like papaya mah...not want to be papaya...now i become papaya...haiz...den wen teacher call my name dey all repeat...one sae "sheila", den another "sheila", den another "sheila"...woah i tell u ar...cannot tahan u noe...haiz...
anyway tts exactly wat i mean by my frenz motivate me cum sch evryday go tru poly till finish...persevere till de end chin chao sae...love my frenz...so lucky, so grateful i hv such wonderful ppl in my life...sobx...so touching...sobx...wanna cry oledi...lol juz kidding...
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 8:42 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
in sch hving oopg lab/tut lesson...yea yeah...im slacking alrite...i did better than expected 4 my oopg term test...i will definitely make it tru oopg this semes wif chun hui's help...i nd her help on the individual assignment...im really not intrested at all bout tis sickening subject...but its a core subj so i hv no choice but 2 juz so-called "go wif the flow"...my vocab not tt gd so i juz chunk in all bd phrases tt i can rmb...
woke up ard 7.30 to stop de alarm in my hp...went back 2 slp...haha lazy me...yea im like my pops...lazy pig...wan 2 change but its juz hard...dunno y...i follow my mood 2 much...anyway, woke again @ 8 then bathe, change, pack bag, style my hair...today my hair not as bad as yest...u shd ask my frenz n classmates how my hair look like yest...horribly wrong...dey say its de new me...i think so 2...
tutor stressing evry1 in tis rm...emphasising alot on topics included in assignment & lab test which wud prob fall on a sat & de pathetic attendance during lecs..."inheritance is a very, very impt topis..."...like wateva...
i notice rawiyah's back rings ard her eyes getting darker & darker by the day...im really damn afraid tt she will juz collapse anytime...athsma attack u noe...i really nd 2 buy de "buddy", personal air purifier...not yet in de market but expanding real quick by members of venture era...i used 2 be 1 of em...i din quit...juz tt most of my relatives r not financially stable so not much business opportunity 4 me...haiz...wasted sia...i really wanted 2 benefit em wif de products ey sell...really avoids all kinds of illnesses...u can ask all those who tried em...ask me...i tried em...its real worthit...juz sum ppl 2 dump 2 see it...nd lotsa explaination juz 2 show those idiots who dun understand a shit 2 buy de things tt will help em in future...but ey always think "of course u say ur product gd! ur selling it. u nd make sales 2 earn a living"...shit u larr...
sorry...i cursed 2 much...juz a little stressed now...tis tutor dunno how 2 relax ar...enuf lah...i nd 2 get stared copying de notes...copy blindly tt is...
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 9:35 AM
ate honey stars & watch tv awhile...found out whole famly going out...got ready, went out...send rawiyah 2 madrasah 1st...eat @ bedok de bangquet dr, buy sch shoes 4 ain, pick rawiyah up, send ain 2 cc, went hm...
switch on comp but notice ayah in kitchen cooking & mak gardening...on tv & off comp 2 watch csi...then ayah interrupted so switch back on de comp & play habbo awhile...my actual mission in playing tt game is find a habbo bf...& guess wat? i finally found him today! yipee! i dunno wat to call him though...jai? add him to my msn oledi...wait till he online then can chat further...i wanna noe his age, wer he stay, his full name, etc, etc...hopefully he wun be like those pervertics i met b4...eewww...
lunch ready...soup & rice...think i ate too much soup these days...since i found out eating soup makes u feel full but actually ur not...i trying to loose weight u noe...not tt im fat...frenz say i so small so skinny still wanna lose weight...my reply was me being small doesnt mean im light...im not...can ask tt samba gal who tried carrying me in sch...
anyway...ltr gonna cut my sideburn...juz make it neater coz those who seen me will noe my hair messy & uncontrollable all over de place...tts all folks...the end.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 1:39 PM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
skip dcnk tut coz chin chao............nvr bring my dnck bk...went fndb lab wif ho yeh & hanisah to look 4 prasana (the cute married fndb lecturer)...but he wasnt dr so we went my fav lab do cmsk3 work...joanna & yan chen join us but yan chen & i went concourse wait for leon while the rest see ms gwen...met AaameliAaa @ concourse...leon came & pass me cd i put inside pigeonhole...
chin chao remind me of tt time celebrate my bday @ seoul garden...AaameliAaa got teased wif one cute waiter boy...her face tuen red lorr...poor gal kena tease evrytime he walk pass by our table...
now in rm downstairs wif r.a.t. & chin chao doing sum crappy thingys...the end.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 2:43 PM
Happee New Year ya all! it's 2007 already! hope evry1 hv a gd life ahead...my new yr resolution eh? um...stop wanting things i dun nd...stop toking bad bout ppl, although i dun usually do tt...stop telling lies esp to those i lurve...tts all folks!
now...alotta thingys happen during my 2 wks break...went to christmas party, cik lina got married, at least 2 relatives of mine passed away, been rainning for days then stopped...woow! wat a holiday...
btw sch sucks...im really considering quitting sch, although nvr talked bout it to any1, hate sch honestly...did i tell u? guess not...well...the only thing tt motivates me to wake up so early to get dressed & walk to sch r my frenz...u noe... ho yeh, chunhui, joanna, yan chen, yen ting, amelia, hanisah & saleha...did i miss out any1? hope not...they help me out alot although not intentionally in getting through my 1st half of my 1st yr...dunno wat i wud do without them...tnx guys, alot alot...
ltr at 10.30 going to watch a comedy movie on suria...mann...im going to get lotsa nagging wen sch starts an wed...nvr did a single thingy in my hmwk list...dun gv a damn actually...haha...baddy me...
tt time i had a job in venture era...i really tot i wud succeed u noe...get gd sales & get promoted to sales manager of some sort...but then as i went tru my contact list...i realise tt dr wasnt much hope for me...guess im not cut out for being manager eh? wearing ther black blazer & recruiting ppl...love tt place really...love de ppl dr & de company itself...wish venture era all the best...plz do succeed in wateva u nd 2 succeed in...i wanna see it grow & shine...i wan it to be known as the best company tt makes the most profits in the whole world by the end of yr 2007...wish i cud help if i can...i wish i cud...
cant say no more unless i wanna write an essay of 1000 words bout it...the end.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 9:38 PM
