House M.D. Wall
yosh! what the "toot!" is up peeps! many many chinese listen to entirely chinese songs but no no malays i have come across so far listems to entirely malay songs. someone tslked to me bout it. think it was ain. the cock-a-doodle-doo person. coz evrytime we play barbie, well sometimes actually, she will give the cocking sound to signal to us its morning and its time for the barbie dolls to get up and get dressed. not that the sleep naked or whatsoever.
enough! i had enough of your lame excuses. ain and i always argue bout the same topic because of you! reminds me of the kelly clarkson song. "because of you i never stay too far from the side walk...because of you i stay on the safe side so i dont get hurt.....because of you..." stop it for goodness sake! mann im like talking to myself.
see im a little stressed coz have like 2 almost complete assignments to hand in tomorrow. while typing can actually see the whole keyboard is like vibrating coz im typing too hard or too fast. oh boy.
on saturday well forgot what i did. think i woke up quite early to follow mak and ayah go somewhere...or was it i helped a lot in the cooking then we went to mak bongsu's place to eat and help out a little . see my aunty i call her mak busuk (bongsu) coz see bongsu means shes the youngest in the family, not that her sons older than her or whatever mann....
okay cut the crap. sometime during the holiday i helped out a lot during the day, well morning to early afternoon doing the cooking and the getting the food ready to bring to mak bongsu's house to feel the hungry workers there. cant say that its disgraceful. to feed the hungry and quarterly exhausted helpers over at her house. see they came especially early to help her with the cleaning and the painting.
see mak bongsu is well moved a couple of times due to some necessities. its kinda a private matter and i dont really know much mysself but still cant tell you the full details that i know of. see shes married and has 2 sons. one used to be very naughty but currently hes like the good one coz the younger one is much naughtier than i could ever imagine for him to be. he used to be such a sweet boy. i used to love playing and talking to him. used to not really like the older one coz he was damn naughty. uncontrollably naughty.
anyway, now hes the good one and i enjoy listening to his sturies. always talk bout power rangers and this kids comic book story hes always reading. he talks bout pokemon and sorts. i watch sometimes just to get myself updated. see you cant expect to talk to someone way younger than you and not know what the hell hes talking bout. so keep myself updated so whenever he says something i can go "oh! i know that! i watched it! it was...." some sort like that.
see im such a good cousin eh? but wish i were that good with my sister. i just cant help it. i feel so jealous of her sometimes. she doesnt get to suffer as much as ain and i did. of course im grateful thst she doesnt have to. its good but somehow deep into the depths of my heart just cant help feeling sick of her. know? like how come she gets such a good life while i had to suffer many years crying everynight listening to mak and pops argueing all the time? know what i mean?
anyhow i will keep trying my very best to treat her nicer and nicer evrytime i see her. like nowadays, well i still scold her every now and then nomatter what she does. even though she does nothing wrong, nothing right either, and i just have to scream and yell at her just coz i dont like or feel uncomfy at what shes doing.
yea pity her all you want shes under my control now i can do whatever i want with her. whoahahahah! thats what the depths of my heart is telling me. heheh.
wow. cant believe just typing and blogging makes me feel so hot and i feel like i need to take off my sweater. yaya strip. whatever.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 6:06 PM
in school level six blick three computer lab. almost half the class were here to listen to pretty teaching bout sssd assignment. how kind of her. really sweet of her. doing this for the whole class is a really big and great contribute.
my english hay-wire but it aint matter that much. miss chicken lots. holiday about to end in few days time and all the things that i said i would do before the holidays i never did them.
just now was kind of pissed of because i had to keep shifting houses. like the comp that i used at first was perfectly fine and all but my mistake was i shifted the damn thing that aint the monitor. theres a proper name for it remembered carc teacher told me before and it aint called cpu. that name non-it people always call it.
anyhow, i had to shift to the comp beside lioness but the visual was a little sort of, you can say spoiled. then moved two comps away as the comp beside that one was like having the monitor screen display a black screen with white words. sounds kind of funny. like never seen before like that. lol
so i shifted to the very last end comp of the last row. see all my friends at the other end and im stuck here blogging. not that i dont like blogging. i was actually, you can say quite pissed off. yan chen could tell when i was talking to him he toldme i sounded a little upset.
while shifting houses i like mumbled a few curses to myself in order not to attract too much or not a single attention towards me at all if possible. hey its me, the girl known as shy,timid,soft-spoken etc, etc, so whats there to worry. no attention was gathered around me. like duh!
im sure the rest all finished their work and have submitted it to the blackboard stuff so no worries no more.
my right hand kind of hurts since many days ago. i slept facing the right too much i guess. then had to play badminton full-force as i played less and less and my skills and standard of playing are getting more rusty and dropping into the drain.
everyone looks at the drain as a negative thing. they never see it not once as a positive thing. when people say drain, they always think negatively. adults do that alot and passed it down the drain, i mean generation. okay lame joke pass down the drain. still funny right? still can giggle a bit right?
anyway i had very weird dreams lately. dreams that i never dreamt of dreaming. like what the hell right.
observing...leon is more talkative than ever. can say as talkatife if not more talkatife than that irritating brian. is that how to spell his name. dont care anyway.
looks like more and more people are slowly leaving for lunch break or to go home or do their business. why am i so kepo. get back to the dream thing nut head.
didnt sleep well this morning. as in think i woke up around one or two plus and played with my imagination as thats become my habit when im lying awake on my bed. most of the time i play with my imagination till i sleep. but this morening was damn weird. couldnt play with imagination that well. i couldnt get my imaginatin to go wild.
because of that i had to concentrate real hard and think of the many creative ways to move around my imaginary world to make it more interesting and make up the many adventures that i would like to have in my imaginary world. so i had to concentrate i even created awful looking wrinkles on my forehead. it shows you know that im concentrating real hard.
so partly because of that i could get back to sleep. also because my body heat was getting to me and that my legs were feeling a little cramp and numb. so you see, hot in the upper body and very cold in the lower part of my body.
oh yes the dream. i remember...i remember nothing in particular. oh yes i remember now. i remember being in a very warm place watching some kind of show. my eyes were fixed to the show so i can only recall the show not the place im in nor what i was really doing there other than watching the show. boy what a long sentence.
theres this famous actor. man i forgot his name. hes tha star in ghost rider you know? yea and if you watch bleach the anime you should know a guy named yuichii i think that how you spell it. hes a quincy or so they say. so in this movie that i was watching in my dream, that guy was using quincy powers. he created a blue arrow using his body energy and was like aiming somewhere.
the camera's point of view was at his eyes. his eye level. so can say like we're facing him and like hes aiming somewhere behind us, not directly to us.
when i woke up with that dream being replayed in my head i recalled something else. think i was in the cinema if not mistaken. this one is im recalling what really happened to me in the past, not a dream. anyway, in the cinema you know before any movie starts theres always advertisments showing future movies. so like one of the advertisements is showing part of a movie scene.
then and there some thought just popped up in my head. i remembered having a dream with almost if not exactly the same scene as the movie scene the screen was displaying. it was a little like de zha vou. how in the world do you spell that?
so like this morning i remembered all those things and many thoughts came into my head. if i aint wrong i remember that wasnt the firt time that it happened to me. i remembered having the same feeling while watching a show on tv at home. i had a dream of a particular scene and then it came out during the show.
what does this mean? was it that i had dreams scenes that will be shown in the near future? what? nani? nani? nani? then maybe i should look out for any particular movie that just might have the same scene as what i saw in my dream. lets look out for i together. yea lets.
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 3:37 PM
hihi...lala.i'm here to blog.muahahaha.haha.lala.had paper jus nw.
oi!!! whats this!! spammy blogar!!!! w.t.h.-_-"
anyway been long time seen ilast posted*****.
bye bye
Love is a great thing
If only you knew..
Published at 5:19 PM
