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    Saturday, January 26, 2008


    Recording songs from radio into my mp3 now ... trying to have as many new songs as possible ... btw i uploaded many new photos on my friendster ... y dont you guys check it out ...

    also found 3 new msgs dr ... 2 fm this stranger and 1 fm go shuen ... my best fren in ADSS last time ... she was in band same as me but she played erm ... i forgot what instrument ... shes now in poly doing in mechatronics if i rmb correctly ...

    anyway, bout tt guy fm de 2 msgs ... ichecked out his profile ... only got 2 photos of him ... de rest are gals ... miang gals u noe ... close up fm de top ... only take de eyes wateva features ... think they so pretty ... yucks lor!!!

    anyway ... read his profile n guess wad? hes fm malaysia ... like woow ... so far ... tot wad sia ... haiz ... i got overseas pan pal oledi izzit? no way ... de way he wrote his msgs like he wans more than frnship ...

    wanted to reply saying i not intrested n dun spam my frenster etc but my stupid comp not allowing me to do so ... like got some stupid error wateva shit ...

    back to school ... well had ebm presentation on thurs and had so much fun aft tt taking picts n vids as well ... well i kept forgetting to send de vids over to their hps so can upload asap ... will do it nxt wk ...

    well, plan to do hair today ... but im working ltr ... n my hair long so muz tie .. after rebind nd tie ... $ wasted lerr ... so tot do it tmr ... still not sure wer de shop is so i juz walk dr find it n den go in n do de job ... yeah!!!

    im so excited cant wait seriously cant wait ... been bragging bout it to mak these few days ... to my frenz oso ... told my mummy at work too ... no one else knows ... din tell chicken or my god bro ... heheh ... wanna surprise them ...

    lotsa ppl told me if my hair straight nicer ... n i feel its neater etc ... easier to maintain etc ... ok ok im bragging too much ... tmr set ar i wan rebond + treatment + cut a stylish way ... not sure how i wan cut but see how 1st la ... de back triangle de front dunno wan fringe anot ... hmm ...

    enuf bout my hair ... i got msid #1 to finish by mon ... i got msid #2 to finish by the other following mon ... i got swen presentation to prepare ... i got 3 stories to write fer storytellong portfolio #2 i got another story to prepare for storytelling #3 bout theme love and humour ... chim seh ...

    tts all bout sch in 1 para ... i hate sch so u noe de drill ... work .. hmm ...

    yest wasnt so bz ... but yest i was super tired ... got 1 vv stupid cust complain bout our service etc ... got few interesting ppl i met who vv energetic dunno fer wad reason ... tink dey dating n hving fun tts y ... lucky no one complain bout me baing slow ... coz i was damn sleepy la ... de whole trip in de train i slept all de way u noe ...

    even reach late den took own sweet time changing n half sleeping while clearing plates n taking order ... wante to let it out to mummy dr but got cust sebok so cudnt ... got scolded by mgr eileen coz i was blurr like sotong ...

    hopefully today i wun be too sleepy to do my work properly ... i woke up aft 9 go down drank water coz i was soo thirsty ... den went up bathe etc ... watch tv ... oh got gd show on kids central at 12.30 ... ok i go off now chao babbiez ...

    btw i show u de photos we took aft presentation .. u judge how crazy we were then ...



















    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 12:04 PM


    Monday, January 14, 2008


    okies am in school waiting for teacher to enter room and tell us more for our problem package #2 for SWEN ... just came from break where we went to itas ... i bought 2 hash browns to munch on there ... now posting and keeping quiet at my own sitting place after hearing im fashion disasterous today ... sobx ...

    feeling a little moody now ... the rest are trying to download some software for ebm ... pretty and lioness suppose to do the webby ... penguin, mango and me suppose to do the report ... i in charge of it i guess ... since penguin cant get her confidence up and mango ... tak blh harap dari dier ...

    semlm penat ... tak bkn ... sabtu lagi penat seh ... ku sampai je dah berape org duduk mkn ... ku mkn pastu briefing pastu start lah ... dah enam lebih fuyoh !!! ramai skali dong ... cam semua dtg all at once tau ... pastu hari tu bkn nye bnyk org kerje ... cuma ku, 2 laki, 1 supervisor dan mgr ... sir sim ... richard dan eileen ade tapi dorang balik siang cam kul 9 gitu ... tinggal 5 org je kat floor ...

    fuyoh !!! dah satu balek lagi satu ... oh alamak ... salah dah ... info corrupted ... hari tu ade 2 lagi pempuan ... angela dan aidah ... melayu tu host bis angela kat floor ... aku cashier ... ku suke jadi cashier ... klau takde org ku blh slack ... ade org ku slow n steady ... ramai ... habis lah ku ...

    cume ade 2 tgn je seh ... bis ade pilling of bills bis ade 5 to 10 drinks nak buat ... klao semue soft drinks blh lah ... klao snapple senang lah ... evian lagi senang ... tapi ni ade ice choc lah ... hot choc lah ... latte coffee cappucino ... paling leceh nak buat ice choc ... paling ku suka buat latte ... cam fun lah picit mesen pastu uat susu etc etc ...

    cikgu dah balek ... i mean dah dtg ... kene concentrate pada ape yg dier tu nak terangkan ... project dong ... kan dah suruh focus ... brb dong ...







    know wad ... blog again nxt time am free ... bubyes ... muacks!!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 10:10 AM


    Sunday, January 13, 2008


    hey girl i wanna catch ur wave !! hey girl i wanna drift away with you!!! hey girl dun wanna let u go !!!

    ok crazy i noe ... ala sing to the tune only canot izzit? smack ur face ...

    this whole wk i hv been quite hardworking ... a little tinnie winnie litle bit only ... nyahahah ... perasan nak jadi humble tapi dlm hati nak show off!!!

    hmm ... isnin skolah buat swen sampai habis ku punye slides ... selasa ku kerja ... rabu ku skolah pastu kerja ... khamis ku skolah buat ebm cuma discuss tapi blm uat research ... jumaat storytelling best nye ... de best of de best of all de stories i ever heard my entire lifetime ... nyahahah ...

    pastu beli ice cream kat open house tu pastu mkn kat design pastu kerja ... sianx ... ku cam takde life .. skolah proj kerje ... skolah proj kerje ... skolah proj kerje ... sobx ...

    nak gi shopping masih tu ku beli buku hampir $50 pastu beli 2 pairs kasut dah $100 hilang dlm 2 hari ... tu duit mak kasi untuk satu bulan ni ... haiz ... pastu aku terpaksa withdraw lagi $100 dari acc ku sendiri ... tu ku beli bus concesion dan ku mkn bnyk se minggu ni dan minggu lalu ... skarang dah tinggal $10 ... mampus aku ... ni lah nasib org tak tau budget ...

    sebaik takde bf kalao ade habis duit dier ku rampas semua ... can si penguin tu slalu buat pade bf dier ... haiz ... nasib masing masing la tu ...

    skarang tinggal cam 3 minggu aku nak mkn ape dgn $10 tu? haiz ... jgn jgn ku terpaksa kluarkan lagi $100 dari acc ... tak nak !!!! dulu ku dpt gaji ku bnyk budget ... sampai je disember ku nya bday ku belanja sampai nak dekat $400 tau ...

    tu takpe sebab bday ape ... lagi pun dah 18 tahun ku happy skali ... dah blh gi pub etc etc ...as if aku blh eh ... bnyk berangan ...nyahahah ...

    semlm ku kerja ... hari ni pun kerja ... tapi sedih seh .. ku look forward to nonton avp mlm ni ... skarang dah kerje sampai9 mlm dah tak dpt tengok ... sir sim owe me plenty ... grr ...

    ku nanti nak mkm rumah pastu gi kerje lepas zohor kul 1.30 gitu ... ku nak private kan blog ni tapi cam mls ar ... nyahahah ...

    nxt wk ku nak kerja tues fri sat sun ... ain kate ku workaholic ... sebenarnye bukan gitu dek ... ku nak gaji lebih sikit so dpt simpan pastu blh beli braces, laptop, drumset, buat rambut etc etc ... bnyk yg ku nak yg ke tak dpt beli sebab semua lebih seribu ... sedihnye ...

    ku slalu doa supaya mak ayah bernasib baik tapi cam tak de pun ... paitience??? ku tak leh sabar !!! sobx ...

    ppl say de more u wan de more miserable u will get ... well truth is ppl cant help it if dey wan sumting so desperately ... it human nature ... so i guess impossibler to be 100% happy n satisfied as every step u take u will definitely see sumting nice n u wud wan it be it something u can touch or sumting u cant see ... so everyone is miserable in their own way ...

    aku no ape seh skejap ingrish skejap melayu ... ku kan bilingual ... nak show off sikit tak leh ke ... slap ur face ...hmph!

    ok di sini saje la ku tulis ... actually its type not write ... hahah ... anywei chaos folks !!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 11:17 AM


    Friday, January 04, 2008


    OH HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE WIDE UNIVERSE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    its 2008 & i hv loads to tell ya wad i left behind & wads ahead of me in tis boorrrriiiinngg life of mine ... nyahahah ...

    first off must update u on wad i did since Jan 1st 08 ... hmm ... gd qn ... wad did i do? ...

    oh yes ... my whole family went out on new years day to east coast beach ... early morning they woke up to go wet market & cook for the picnic ... East Coast was my idea btw ... the night b4 i like asked mak if drs any plans fer the new yr day ... she said no so i suggested & like urged her a little to take de whole famly for picnic at East Coast ...

    my actual intention was to play @ the huge & amazingly awesome playgrounds dr ... tt time i went with liones & penguin & we played 7 it was so much fun !! ...

    but we went to the other en instead of the one near mac ... so we picnic there & i played with the water singing & taking vids with ain & rawiyah ... we had loads of fun dr ... too bad i wun be loading the picts or vids into tis stupid spoiled comp anytime ... am being vv paitient waiting for mak to buy me laptop ... nyahahah ...

    wad else ??? ... yes aft a long day playing i had to wash off ... i actually planned not to wet my shirt or the upper part of my pants coz i only changing to black pants coz i got work later tt night ...

    but i juz wanted to sit n relax while watching de sea & listenin to de breeze ... but de wave had to hit me & i got soaked till me waist ... sobx ...

    & so i felt so uncomfy coz sand went into my pants ... eewww ... i had to wash it off so went wif ain to toilet ... lucky for free ar ... den found out only cubicles to do biz inside ... de shower outside in de open !!! ... we were like OMG !!!

    so no choice we made sure drs no one dr n we washed ourselves unakedly ... not naked tt means ... wash our body with clothes on ... u noe how difficult tt can be ... haiz ...

    n de changing rms also juz beside de showers of course got door but still facing the open & so filthy disgusting !!! so dirty & icky & all tt ... haiz ... but rather change dr den cubicles inside ... more stinky ... hehh ...

    aft tt ... went back help pack den ayah sent me to eunos mrt ... reach cineliesure got scolded my sir sim ... my work time was actually 12 to 5 tt day but i saw de schedule wrong so i came @ 5 instead ... den dr wasnt much cust so i requested to go back 10 ... sir richard was in charge so i can take adv of him ... nyahahah ...

    if ms eileen in charge i wudnt dare ... nyahahah ... but work 5 hrs u wun get staff meal to eat so i bought bbq sal for dinner ... only had like 9 bucks in wallet but sal cost me 7.05 ... lucky ...

    u shd try de sal its so damn delicious ... ats got green n red peppers ... got cabbage n jap cucumber n thousand island sause n of couce de bbq chic, it was de kor char dey out dr ... cut into small pieces ... it was tender n so yummy !!! i had a great time watching de korean band vid & chewing on the meat ... yumm yumm ...

    hahah ... am i not tempting u? mann i really wish all my frenz wud juz go my outlet n try de food ... im telling ya its damn worthit ... so glad i work dr ... sumore now got new yr offer ... 30% off fer gdness sake ... even staff only get 20% ... its so worthit lorr ...

    like tt i really hv no idea how de comp earns mann ... 1 thing i dun like ... i feel dey underpaying the staff ... its a stupid rest fer gdness sake !!! make it 5.50 or 6 per hr ... mann ... sickening ...

    if i join full time ... i get a thousand i think ... wud tt be enuk to support myself? ... hope so ... aft i grad i going full time dr ... coz i seriously hate it & not getting any stupid it jobs ... wads de use of earning so much wen u noe nth of wad u do ... u tell me ...

    ask me any music qn ... i'd be more den happy to ans u ... if i dunna i wud find out fer ya & tell u ... ask me anything ter do with programming ... even anything related to it ... i noe nth n wudnt wanna tell ya even if i noe sumtin ... selfish yea so wad ...

    haiz ... psycho? counselling? mean i wanted be a psychiatrist or psychologist ... but de term too big fer me to understand ... tot of musician ... ain wan title singer/photographer/ sum toher thing i fergot ...

    me? i wan singer/choreographer/dancer/composer/keyboardist/drummer/guitarist ... nyahahah ... big dream big dreams ... maybe slash out de 1st 2 ... yea ... de rest stays ... i already bought keyborad bk fer beginners ... learning slowly ... hoefully by end nxt mth i can become pro in it ...

    tts my target ...master key board in 2 mths ... think i can do it with juz a bk n a key board ??? ... c'mon i nd ur opinions here ...

    nxt i aim to learn guitar ... saving to buy guitar ... a blue one ... shd i learn electric or classic or base or wad ??? ... i noe got few types so which one shd i learn? maybe juz classic will do fine ... i buy a blue one ... budget is 600 bucks ... think tts enuf ??? ... no freakin idea ...

    aft gettin tt guitar i will ask pineapple favour of teachin me ... or maybe i shdnt disturb him ... coz his studies not doing too gd so maybe i ask sum1 else ... who ??? i tot of asking pretty but not sure she ready to teach .. she juz started learning see ...

    or maybe juz buy a book like am doin with keyboard ... nono ... ask pineapple den buy scores to prac ...

    since im a acanplaydrums.com member ...i already hv de manual ... juz nd a studio & a drumset ... budget fer tt is 2000 bucks ... not sure to get electrical or normal one ... find de electrical one ugly & sound not so nice ... but i feel its more wothit in me case ... less space ... can adjust de vol dun wan disturb neighbours ma ...

    but i wan a blue one ... i like de sounds of normal one ... & got experience only fer normal one ... dunno if playing on both hv same feeling or different ... confused ... aaaarrrgghh ....

    alamak ... out of space ... my post too damn long tis time ... really long ... dun wan make it too long if not nt intresting ter read ... ok di sini aje ku berbual kosong skali lagi ... chao babiez !!!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 11:33 AM