hello ppl.. im tired.. mon sch. tues sch, wed my worst day in sch, thurs sch plus had to work .. tt day ar i took 15 but ar .. hahah ... well i din cross de road so i stayed in de bus all de way to marine something den the bus looped den turn back to sch den reach pasir ris int ... stupid i noe ... lazy to get down n change bus .. plus tot can save more if i stayed ..
see i left sch early like 2 hrs early but was like 1 hr late for wrk la ... nyahahah .. oh thurs in sch i add drop my stupid elective .. y wed my worst day coz my 1st lesson was itpm (it proj mgnt) then i was de only solo noe no one dr ... no one fm my care gp .. pathetic n i was feeling so down de rest of de day coz of tt stupid lesson la .. sumore was super hungry but i end lesson @ 12 den all my fenz hv lesson @ 12 so i was super duper down .. ate alone initas la wad ter do ...
since thurs i did add drop tingy i wanted so much fer dem to grant my wish la .. be in same class wif ma frenz la ... im so scared to feel lonely .. its de worst feeling fer me la .. reminds me of de past etc etc .. can cry sia ...
so fri i skip de lab n tut i guess den i went out to meet pops to discuss bout housing stuff den meet angela n see dem all @ cineliesure coz i miss dem ma den rush to wrk .. was of course late la but dun care la .. saw kelvin face my heart drop thousand metres ... lol ..
im getting closer to hninnh n aye n alice .. n calline .. oh ya tt day wen was toking to pops la in his car sir sim call ... he scold me sobx .. not really la i mean coz i told him i got sch n can wrk 7 till 10 or 11 like tt but thurs i told calline i no sch lol .. den he call say kanasai .. hahah .. so loud sumore .. nyahah .. not i purposely one den told him de truth la .. i pon sch ..
nyahah .. im a naughty gal eng going down drain im more moody more often n feel like m no longer my usual self ever since sch start .. i try to keep smiling n be cheerful always but sometimes ya juz hv mood swings la .. only few ppl can cheer me up .. tell u who ..
naf, my beloved cousin .. de one i hv her face all over my lappy .. my closest cousin pops side dr .. mango, not tt shes better among all my sch frenz jus tt dun feel so close to her therefore i always feel de nd to be cheerful in front of her .. pretty, pineapple same same ... sir sim, calline, eileen, richard, mandy n all de bosses @ bbq, imagine i put sad face in front of dem la .. not acceptable dr sia .. so tts 1 of de many reasons y im sticking to bbq n supporting dem all de way ..
sumore who ar? ah yes hninn, aye, alice, angela, n other seniors @ bbq esp those im closer to both in downtown n cineliesure .. i find de new ppl in cineliesure not bad .. de chinese in downtown not bad but 2 mly gals i dun like .. heheh ...
yes hvi mentioned this before ... its long time i like tt juz nvr mentioned to any bbq ppl ... told my sch frenz .. now i tell u .. im a bit biased towards other races .. indian, eurasions, chinese ppl im fine .. i dun quite like mly ppl boys n gals alike .. hard to explain la ..
i dun click with them ..de mly lang dey use is diff fm sch mly dey teach us .. so i dun understand .. plus most mly boys n gals in s'pore rabak .. pretty type is fine tt one minah ok ok but got those type wear make up thick2 den tok like sial all those .. shila n jannah in cine is fine dey not tt bad coz i noe dey dun smoke .. their famly exceptional but not de new birds in downtown .. cant stand them .. even hninnh say she dun like dem .. sumore yest wad i cudnt stand most is dey call me chicken little ..
THIS IS AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO ALL BBQ WARRIORS (as always referred to by Mr Richard):
NO ONE, AND IM DEAD SERIOUS, NO ONE CALLS ME CHICKEN LITTLE OTHER THAN THE BOSSES AND SENIORS IN BBQ.
GOT THAT YOU FREAKING NEW BIRDS! DAMN YOU!
gd thing i made tt clear .. y so sensatope la me? hmm .. let me tink .. i dunno .. juz hate mly ppl living in s'pore tt type one .. only tt type .. amoking la miang la gatal la make up terlampau la all tt ya .. attitude like shit ar .. hate them ..
okok enuf of de bad tings bout me .. well actually since sch start i hv been only done bad things .. neglecting famly ..come wrk late .. always put stupid faces in sch .. mood swings .. changing to be worst den ever .. haiz .. wads gotten into me? forget it .. im being myself ..its all part of growing up .. i think ..
heres my plan fer future, come wrk more on time or earlier if possible .. skip all itpm lessons n get scolding n warning letters n only a passing grade in exams .. mcsd n voipsa muz go n do my best .. pay more attention to pepper coz she nds it .. neglect my famly less .. work more @ bbq .. heck care ains evil words bout me bein workaholic .. save more money, shop less .. go to beach more .. tts all folks .. chao ..
