I just nd to free my mind.
Juz wanna dance n hv a gd time.
Lindsay Lohan has got the experience n de lyrics, in my opinion @ least.
ok these few days lotsa words not much action til it began den starts de confusion n headache approaches slowly til ur head get heavy n drops on de floor. hahah i crap sia. i love to crap ya noe ^_^. act cute oso. lol.
mon tues nvr go sch coz wel i pretend to be sick. wed i pretended to be real sick but stil had to go sch cozwel gpmates cheated me. dey say got evaluation la but i got email tt says its on thurs. cheater bugs. yea without any motivation im vv lazy go sch. oso wear crappy clothes. go sch no nd wear so nice unless got guy i like n wan impress him. lol. not possible. al so young i so old T.T
im more active online nows a days like penguin like to pronounce it tt way. hahaha. esp tagged.com. its like frenstar or lovehappens or facebk but frenstar n facebk more of socialing n llovehappen more of finding ms n mr x.
i hv al except facebk acc coz drs 1 mly teacher n my prev sec sch whom i had nasty exp wif tt b*tch n i hate her de alot alot. but she help me alot tho make me improve my mly by 3 grades. frm always failin to a B4 in o lvl. huge improvement fer me. muz tank her. dosnt mean hv to like her. stil hate her.
thurs - sat wrk nite. ain went genting mon fri came bak hm bought me n mak watches nyahahah. lost de beautiful watch emily gv me T_T
crisis. ayah lost his only job. sent hm maid, now maidless. ain said tt more den 10 times tis morn. sold car. moving hm. wad else?
im grad apr nxt yr. ain goin poly same time. rawiyah goin transfer sch nxt yr. shes pri 3 nxt yr. all grow so fast. mak stil hv to wrk as usual. ayah like not be able to get job. i dun tink he wants to. hes old. nd de rest. retire la. grandpa always stayin other ppl hm. tink he oso cant take it living wif us. either he dun wan be burden or since we cant gv him as much as last time he move to other ppl who can gv him more.
ain n i muz do housewrk n live maidless wen we hv been living wif maid ever since before divorce. more dan 12 yrs living wif maid n now maidless. tink we canhandle it?
lets trace back
was born den mak n pop move 2 1st hm of their own in woodland.
ain born pop n mak always fight.
move to admiralty wen mak become signle mum
move to amk wen stupid hdb take back house
had 2 maid in woodland den cums bik nong @ admiralty til amk
comes cik busu n cik lina probs affected den mak support dem anyway she cud
ayah propose n we move to tampines til now
wad u tink? hist repeats itself. tis time we stick tgr as a whole famly. ayah wun abandon mak. hes a gd guy. but no gd la. mak sole bread winner. i try to support but stil got few mth left to grad. wish can juz gv up my last yr n start wrkin full-time. i really wan do tt. follow my heart i wil do it. confirm.
but den mak n ayah wil scold me. ain wil be disappointed. rawiyah wil look down on me. my pride gone. pops wil stop praisin me. frenz al wil say i wasted n wun be dr fer me. no bf (both boy fren n best fren) to support me. i wil suffer. depress again.
hey look @ de bright side. i hv more den 1 vv close frenz i can always rely on. i hv a whole famly fer support. i hv siblings n wil nvr be lonely @ hm. i hv new internat pan pals i can always hv fun wif. i hv ppl @ wrk i can play wif. drs other ppl more unfortunate dan me. i deserve to be punished if i nvr spare a tot fer dem.
i love my life. @ least most of it.
checkout my livejounal fer updates on my final yr of poly ^_^.
checkout my tagged profile n add me as fren if u hv tagged as well :)
Love is a great thing If only you knew..
Published at 3:23 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
Went out with pops sumtime ago n had fun. so long nvr see or hear fm him n he suddenly pops up fm nower. quite hard ar. cant predict wen im gonna see him ever again. vv inconsistent. 1 mth ltr or 3 mth ltr or wad. he like 2 suddenly disappear den re appear. it sucks but gotta get use to it.
anyway, he was al alone tt day which was gd. ain got wad she wanted n nded aft long while n rawiyah can hv more fun den ever. me juz sit back n enjoy de ride.
he drove us to sumwer @ bedok wer we had our lunch. dr i took lotsa picts. hey i was excited. been 1 mth plus i nvr hear fm him sia. he disappoint me many times too many.
den we went bedok int looking fer ain prom shoes. went to tis shop seeling all so cheap shoes. oso hv boots. i liked de brown one. only $15. de material is ok but i see de inside is like not comfy. if wear muz with thick n comfy long socks. which i dun hv.
dr we went playground twice fer rawiyah to play n me n pops took picts.
somehow i lost de picts pops bluetooth to me. T_T
den went park outside hm. bought snacks to munch while toking n joking n watchin rawiyah playin.
see i purposely took tis in sequence. heheh.
tts all folks!
Love is a great thing If only you knew..
Published at 4:13 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
First off i wanna complain like wth sia!!!most of de picts are blurr!!!
nomatter. i had fun n i hope dey had to (:
this is me ^_^
this is the whole gang:
these are sum of de food tt we ate:
aft eatin de main course we played games like duh!
1 more thing. its stupid but i wanna show how much fun we had. @ least how much fun i had la. coz its me in de vid. not fair sia. i was captured in vid but de rest werent.so not fair.
last but not least, de bday gal. shes holding de present i bought but shared among me, pepper, pretty n pineapple. all de p's hahah lolx.
Love is a great thing If only you knew..
Published at 5:50 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
yo! Yo!! yO!!! YO!!!!
people of the world, hear me, hear me...hahahs juz kidding ;P
i went online shopping again!!! T_T broke liao & it aint even de 20th -__-"
btw, i got email fm *SJ* Shimmer
and well went browsing de 1st 4 pgs den Penguin came into de lab n interrupted my peace ): hahahs no la
we went browsing tgr den went opp sch ter buy drinks den i went Flavours @ ITAS to get some s/w den went browsing with her again (:
ah fung (penguin's gpmate) came to join in de online shopping tingy ^_^
but dun tink i wan buy so soon. spree juz began lolx n im so short of cash n i still owe mak 33.10 fer de canadian pizza hm delivery tt time n penguin 10 fer tt scarf n still hv not paid *SJ* Shimmer 11 fer shorts T_T
wil tel penguin i pay her nxt mth. wil tel ah fung i wun get anytin fm de spree unless miracle happen. wil tel mak i wil pay her back tgr with de 50 i wil gv her nxt mth. wil nd to pay de spree fee by 14th ... die liao ...
Love is a great thing If only you knew..
Published at 3:19 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Hey people!!!
I did some daring but may be normal to you la. but its unlike anything i hv ever done in my entire lifetime.
First of all, i received a very interesting and very eye capturing email from my old sec sch fren Guo Shuen. She sent me email with “A Sad Singapore Junior College Love Story!” as the title. I went to the link http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm and read all the chapters non-stop. it was damn good.
i read all the way till chap 9 then had to head home with my frenz or i will be left alone in de lab n i dun wan tt. so i head home n straightaway snatched the comp from my sis. nyahahaha. i noe im evil. :)
den i read it all the way to de end. its good real real good. u guys cant cheat n muz read chap by chap para by para word by word if not u wun get de same satisfying feeling as i did. trust me u gotta read it. its worth ur life i tell ya. haha.
den today i check my email again n decided to join the Goody Books Mailing List. Aft tt went back to my mail n saw a new spree has appeared!!! i was super excited. it was sent by panguin's fren's fren. dunno wad made her mail me but well tnx anyway. Etrue Spree #1 sent by SJ Shimmer. only noe she sells stuff fm Taiwan.
thats her blog. latest posts all dr. go check it out. hers is quite new to tis online shopping thingy n so m i. i mean today was de 1st ever time i went online shopping and actually submitted 3 requests all on my own!!!
tts either made me a stupid idiot who hasnt learnt my lesson or a spend thrift or juz an innocent little gal who aint aware of the dangers out dr. nyahahaha. whateva de ting, i hv oledi done it. hahah. de tings i wanna buy are linked below:
