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    Sunday, March 29, 2009


    MY TEETH HURTS!!!

    it hurts like hell!!!

    2 days ago belle slept over our place...
    nxt morn al woke early to go changi beach..
    i gained arm mucles frm carryin too many heavy stuff..
    we played with water and i tried my vv best to chew de nasi lemak wif my front teeth...

    but it din wrk...it hurts...
    we bought ice creamm aft tt...
    tot i cud eat choc chip but i cudnt even chew de chips T_T..
    so i had to xchange wif belle wif her choc ic

    den we went hawker n i cudnt eat de satay ro de briani..=(
    i had to buy bubur ayam..
    but i cudnt finish coz im not a fan of bubur..
    unless bik noor cooked it =P

    went hm n i tried to slp but got aft effect.
    teeth hurts wen i try to relax my jaw, hvin de upper n lower part rest on each other..

    in de end i stil slept aft walkin up n down de stairs many times
    den wake up brush teeth vv softly..
    equals to no brushing..haha

    went to wrk n gd ting is bz period so gets my mind off de pain..
    wen eatin time i cudnt chew de chics so only eat mush sup n had soft cake dey kept in de fridge

    i chew wif my langit2...3 days ago i cud use my front teeth..
    now even wen i brush it hurts so ya..
    solid food is totally out of my way T,T

    so sad...
    so sad...
    its a sad sad situation...
    n its getting more n more absurd..
    so sad..
    so sad
    y cant de pain be over..
    de pain really is...
    de pain really is UNBEARABLE!!!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 1:36 PM


    Friday, March 27, 2009


    i juz had ...
    MY BACK TEETH ...erm..
    being surrounded by blue bands..
    err...to make gaps btw de teeths..
    IT FREAKIN HURT!!!
    fer a while
    it bled a bit n now it feels weird

    1st i was late..
    i went in n had to wait a while.

    wen i entered de rm he asked me put my tings down n take off my specs
    den i had to stand against de door n turn a little to de left den 90 degrees left...
    den i lie on de chair
    de nurse asst used 2 plastic ting to open my mouth so big
    hurts my lips coz de plastis was too big fer my mouth la
    my mouth too small T_T

    he took picts of my front n side teeth
    den slot mirror into my vv small mouth
    it took forever to put de mirror in n out
    haha de mirror was too wide la
    my mouth really tt small me

    den he took picts of my upper n lower inside jaw
    den he use 3 metal...filled with chewing gum sort of ting
    mould my lower jaw
    wen he did my upper jaw well, it hurt
    dey even used de smallest metal ting le

    guess my mouth really tt small T_T
    den i rinse den he put de blue rubber bands ard my back teeth
    on de left was fine..on de right he took forever n he was like struggling
    his hands shook as he tried with al his mite man..
    even use floss...hahaha
    it was even hard to get de floss out aft he put de rubber band
    tt was wen my gun bled..den i had to rinse couple times

    n tt was it
    mak paid $400 n we left
    bought eggs and head hm....

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 9:01 PM



    no one reads my blog so its safe enuf fer me to write wadeva i wan..even deep dark secrets...

    these few days hv been tinking bout wad i shd do n wad i cud do n wad i dun wanna do in de future..my future
    i shd get a full-time wif pay high enuf so mak n ayah can retire...
    tts a mission impossible...
    i cud get a full-time in bbq or elsewer to support my own arse..
    means to pay my own bills..
    to gv plenty to mak n ayah n pop n ain n rw so dey dun keep askin other ppl fer $$
    means to not sit on my ass evry god damn day listenin to my worries, watching vids al de time..
    means to be responsible..get my own apartment..
    wad i dun wanna do is become like pops..

    he called me yest or day before yest...told mi his worst eva condition i had eva known fer him 2 be in his or my entire lifetime..
    now he has no one to run to ..
    no one to take care of him
    no one he can depend on..
    no one he can rely on..
    hes makin me wry fer him...
    wanted to tel mak n ain..
    wanted to so badly but..
    mak expects him to pay..
    she noes hes on de run..

    EVA SINCE I GOT TO BE BBQ HALAL LIASON OFFICER...
    I HAD TO WRITE MY NAME..FULL NAME EVRY TIME I SIGN ON DE PAPERS
    EVRY TIME I WRITE MY FULL NAME..ESP DE LAST PART OF IT
    I TINK OF HIM N IT WORRIES ME..
    I WRY FER HIM N I WANNA HELP HIM
    BUT I NOE I CANT N I SHDNT SO I WUN
    IT MAKES ME FEEL GUILTY
    i stopped praying..
    i involved my self too much with the foreigners..
    im driftin n hidin myself frm my frenz
    i miss my godbro
    i owe him so much fer al de troubles i gv him
    n i owe him fer de times i was nvr dr to console him wen he was troubled
    im sry frenz...
    im sry pak..i love you, i miss you, i cry @ nite tinking of u, i always tink of u wen im alone, wonderin wer u r wad u did hv u eaten r u well enuf to walk, i tink of mum d n herdi how dey r how dey hv been doin, how al of u been doin..

    i miss mak
    shes strong n she doesnt show it but i noe she feel vunerable inside
    she nds al de support she can get but ayah not in de position to do so
    mi useless...ain mus gambatte..
    kesian rw..i miss her.

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 4:00 PM


    Monday, March 23, 2009


    Ate branch @ s/w cafe @ cc near hm...
    brought Rw to Marina Bay to meet Lioness & Pepper...
    Took shuttle bus to Marina Barrage...

    Went Swensens White Sands for dinner and rode the Ferris Wheel @ e-Hub Downtown...

    took bus 3 to head hm...
    hope rw had lotsa fun..i had....
    THE END

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 10:54 PM



    On a fine Tuesday, I met Lioness @ the bridge and we went to lt12, i think, to attend a graduation thingy plus collect our testimonials.
    Went to 2nd level to have our free meal and went to visit the some people in the IT Fair Show. Whatever you call it.
    I then head to amk to take my x-ray and went straight to work.
    Man i was super hungry and very very tired and sleepy. Exhausted in short.
    Had headache and had to cut my 10 min to 5 of brushing teeth time and quickly bathe n slp peacefully.

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 9:32 PM


    Monday, March 16, 2009


    On a particular day...I met Pepper @ KFC for lunch and followed her to TP...there we waited for her teacher to help her with her work...while waiting she logged into her facebook profile and we played word and spot the difference games...

    Last few minutes we watched it started with a kiss 2 which was so hilarious i kept squeeking such high pitch sounds while trying to hold back my laughter...LOL

    Once all has been settled we took the bus to Bugis and met Penguin, Lioness and another friend there...I shall call that other friend Jepun...coz she likes to act cute and is not bad with her Japanese...

    Shop around ate at Ajisen...Penguin and Jap left early coz Peng wasnt feeling too well and Jap i think being nice to accompany her or has a curfew...the 3 of us left sat there joking around talking bout things school and marriage...old people...

    we walked around and finally decided to take last min pictures @ the stairs in the MRT station..LOL

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 2:00 PM