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    Thursday, January 06, 2011


    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 3:44 PM



    problems..too many problems...

    sophie went back & i was trying to enjoy ithout her...seems i can do that but not without getting into so much trouble..
    no dun wry im nt involved with ay law crimes heheh..
    dunwish it too..
    lets see at club with jovice i got to know this y guy who loved me way too much
    got tgr wit him fer ard 1-2 months i forgot coz i dun really care..
    at work got teased alot being tgr wit crews dr but hell those r juz jokes rite??
    i mean hell i love them but not tt way..
    then tis a gay frm wrk fell in love wit me...
    din go out juz saw each other @ wrk & he sends me back hm some nites..
    haiz...
    & now wad i broke up with both of dem & fell fer a guy im nt suppose to even be frenz wit...
    like damn!!!

    big mess sista....big big big big mess...
    wad now mak is being vv nice...
    im suppose 2 look fer a 8-5 job to at least hv it stable fer a yr to prepare 4 maks resignation nxt yr...
    now jo aint clubbin 2 mths im goin butter fact nxt wk wit sim & other bbq ppl...
    tis sat still looking fer ppl to watch the tourist wit moa..
    i cant keep doin tis....
    being lonely all de time..sucks man..
    oh ya forgot err nxt sat ma tp frenz wanna go next de new mall....

    tink i deleted de msg i saved botu goin vivo....hope i recorded it...anyways heres more:

    "why must life be so hard? why must i be so sensative? yes i am damn fortunate & very lucky but still... how people become so strong inside? how can i?"

    "so free but so bored. so busy but so fun. becoming the type whom i used to detest the most. now i know why. temptation, fun, carefree is poison to our body & soul. hate i."

    "i feel uneasy leaving my family all the time in critical times for work. raya is just one tiny example. im lost. is anybody out there willing to listen to me?"

    tis is a msg i got frm my work ex guy 2 days ago:
    "you dont know how much i love you. i becoming change my personality now a days. i think we better become friends and i know thats what you want. but remember you been part of my life. take care always. enjoy your teenage years. goodnight."

    yay numbers on tv!!!chaoz!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 2:37 PM


    Tuesday, January 04, 2011


    its a new yr & im already in my drunken state..lol new relationships new environment new work life new menu new everything.. i lurve the way you are...i like bruno mars & this is a secret ok...i hv been clubbing witout maks knowledge but i dun care anymore coz its jyuz too damn fun.. yes i luyrve m family but i just you know wanna live life to the fullest...tha was my 2010 resolution hehe...nxt time i post all my new picts... till nxt time...chao!!!

    Love is a great thing
    If only you knew..

    Published at 2:52 AM