i miss those times when me hninn & sophie wud sit on the bridge buy drinks esp my all time fav breezer peach & juz drink & talk dr till we decided to go hm...
i really miss my sophie...sometimes i cry when i think of the gd times we had tgr & thinking tt it may nvr happen again T.T
i miss hninn...last time we met i smoke in front of her & sim...i quit now so shd be better rite? i always msg her wen i go tamp fer my dental appt but she doesnt seem to be using the same num or juz cant be bothered...no la im sure she changed it...or too bz...shes too kind to cant bother me....
i miss lioness & pepper & penguin & p;ineapple & pretty & banana & mango & sexy legs....i miss those times we went out tgr all in lovey dovey dresses hang out late night taking photos with 1 another...i miss them all
i miss those gd days where i spend more time wrking & learning frm my shifu mr sim & trying so hard but to no avail to get promoted to sup then asst mgr then mgr & get my career straight in the fnb industry where mak so hates me wrking & disapproves so much but i just dun care when shes changed so much...no nt only her but the whole family including ain..
she more defiant than she ever was..rw same as always...mak adapting & minding her own biz more & more selfish...ayah sacrifizing wrong things all the time....
last but nt least me still trying to find what i really am what i was born to be my goal in life my destiny...
i found my love which i will live forever loving him...my dearest phyo...y r u ignoring my msgs???/ im so sad & lonely i juz nd to talk privately with someone i can trust....
y is the world so hard to live in...
sashiburi....
i hate myself...pc...y u hv to be so hard on urself...gvc urself a break...baka y muz u hide all ur feelings frm us????lemme enjoy dbsk fer now....nitez till nxt time i hv time & feel depress again...=)
